Did I give it enough life?    Enough light?    I noticed there’s 80 posts.    As Maude says, “Eighty’s a good time to die”.     Maybe it’s time to retire this site.    Or this blog.    Or whatever it is this is.

What got me here at the moment is an article I just read on the Huff Post.     Here it is as a simple copy and paste.     I don’t want to wreck my flow.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/dave-winer/post_1513_b_803114.html

In the article, it says a blogger bares one’s heart to the world.    That’s one of the reasons I stopped updating.    I guess I got scared.    This site was given to me by a friend.     A dear friend and lover and then I had a new girlfriend and though I want to bare all I didn’t want to hurt any feelings.    Or, at least I just felt a little vulnerable about the whole thing so I just kind of let it drop.    It was too bad.    I really was enjoying the habit of writing and making music and posting.

It was for me, an exercise in good taste.    Can I say something in just the right way?    Can I find just the right picture?    Can I be authentic?    I’ve still been creating but not in this forum and as I said, just sorta felt weird about it.    But now the former lover has a new bf and maybe I feel freer to post.

I hope I have something interesting to say.

from an image search "heartbreak"

from an image search "heartbreak"

from an image search "heartbreak"