Would you rather be a rich man or stones in the lands of the Maker? Would you rather be a rich man or stone in the hands of Magdalena? Are you a rich man? What’s your plan?

Are you a rich man_ (OM.MW16.12.17.11)

I’m getting teary as I write this. I’m so close. I had a date with an awesome lady in NYC. A true tastemaker. She likes me. I think.   I wield the light saber and slay demons daily. I’m writing music. I’m finding voice. I’m using voice. I’m silently using my voice and pushing the world if you can believe it. And now it’s falling away.  At least it feels that way.

I will probably be doing the exact same thing but in an ashram in the very near future. Luckily there’s a music room. There’s also accurate yoga. People live there. I’m sure there’s lots of work to do. There certainly is lots of work to do on myself. Starting with grounding. Hopefully being held.   Moving into silence.

And still, there’s the question: Would I rather be a rich man or stone in the hands of Magdalena. Stones in the hand of the Maker. Always the question. Kazantzakis would smile. I’ve been smiling less lately and trying to hold back tears.

from an image search "Mary Magdalene"